Ugh, I cannot handle life tonight.

I’ve had a stomach ache for three days because my stupid GERD is acting up, and I feel crabby and lousy and had to call off game night with my friends so now I feel crappy AND guilty and worried (because whenever it acts up I always have this nagging worry that it’s something awful, which additionally makes me feel like a hypochondriac) and I can’t even focus enough to write this LAST STUPID SCENE of a story I’ve been working on for a YEAR. And basically there’s just a lot of really unpleasant self-loathing going on.

I’m going to go hide in bed and hope the world is better tomorrow.