John! John, you’ll —-No, this is — this is exactly what I didn’t want, that was the point, oh god, you idiot, you can’t di — “

 

“Sherl…”

 

“Shut up, you’ll — you’ll be fine, I’m sure. You’ll have to be.”

 

“You… d’serve it. “

 

“Me? How do I deserve — “

 

“How’d I?”

 

“Wh — No. No, I — no, don’t do this. You can’t.

 

“I can.”

 

“You’re not cruel!”

 

“Yeah? Me, dead: that’s for three years pain. An’ I won’t be coming back. That’s for the lie. Happy then; ‘s pay back. Remember that for me, Sherl? I’ll be happy, I think.”

 

“No, shut up. Stop it. You won’t die, I won’t let you.

 

“Sherl.”

 

“… Please, no. This isn’t fair; I don’t even get a second chance!”

 

“I know. If it weren’t… Moran … I’d … have given you. Second chance.”

 

“Oh god.”

 

“E’en though you… don’t deserve —”

 

“Maybe you shouldn’t talk. Just breathe? Please.

 

“Too late.”

 

“No, you idiot, I’ll never forgive you if  — “

 

“Shu’ up. Close my eyes for me?”

 

“Oh god, I’m sorry. John, I’m sorry. Is that enough? Will it ever be enough?

 

“Sherl — Sherlock, Sherlock Holmes. Listen to me. I — it’s okay, I —”

 

“No, no, no —”

 

“I…”

 

“No, no —”

 

“I forgive you.”

 

John? No, oh god, no. No.

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