Ohhh, Point Blank. ^_^ I loved writing that one. Um, that’s basically my headcanon for how I wish the scene in the lab had gone. Obviously it couldn’t go that way, for purposes of the story, but I just. So desperately wanted to get a more internal look into John’s head in that scene.
Fun fact about Point Blank that a few people DO know is that I have a cuddly h/c sequel back at the hotel room living in my head, if I can never manage to get it to cooperate with me.