I MEAN JUST UGH THIS SCENE I HAVE SO MANY FEELS.
“Why is she like that?”
He was so proud. He thought he could do normal. He was like, “LOOK I CAN DO NORMAL. I CAN BE OKAY IN A NORMAL WORLD THAT DOESN’T INCLUDE SHERLOCK.”
“I CAN EXIST IN AN UNBROKEN UNIFIED PIECE IN THAT WORLD.”
“I HAVE A WIFE NOW A LOVELY NICE NORMAL WIFE WHO IS PROOF THAT I DO NOT NEED TO BE RISKING MY LIFE AND/OR SOUL AND THE AGONY OF BEING SHOT AND NEARLY DYING OR HAVING MY HEART RIPPED OUT WITH LOSS IN ORDER TO BE HAPPY. I CAN BE HAPPY IN A WORLD THAT DOESN’T INCLUDE MY ABJECT SUFFERING HANGING OVER MY HEAD.”
“I DON’T NEED HIM TO BE OKAY. I AM NOT RELIANT ON SOMEONE WHO KEEPS FUCKING DYING ON ME.”
But you aaaaaaaare, John. You aaaaaare.