(whispers) imagine the first twelve hours after sherlock’s suicide and john has to endure the crime scene and answer questions and then he has to go home to mrs. hudson and explain and he doesn’t get to bed until something like one in the morning and he’s so worn and still in shock and everything aches and he wants to cry but he physically can’t so he just lies in bed trembling and seeing sherlock’s bloody face behind his eyelids every time he blinks
I like the way you think.